Laugh Out Loud

hey sooo long time no see haha. I don't know, i've been thinking about you for a lot of times, but when i'm finally here in front of my laptop to say hello to you, my brain's stuck and I don't know anything to write. So i usually leave the page and go to youtube or twitter. That was it until today i was finally here again and still didn't have any idea. So I went to youtube and (finally... thanks God :D) got some ideas for you. But before starting, it's better that you see this video (i got it from youtube) first.

That is actually a cover from kamga (one personil of TANGGA) and his girlfriend, but they did some mistakes and laugh so loud until i also laughed when i watched them laughing (take a look at 1:13, pay attention to kamga's voice after that). Haha i still think that it's funny. Okay this' just a start. Have you got the topic? Come on i've given you the clues. Anyone???......... Okay it is about laughter. Hahahahahaha let's start.

Laugter is one of the topics which was discussed at LIA. In one lesson, we discussed about the laughter and how it can be good for your health. The lesson made us discussed about a lot of benefits of laughter. Because of my curiousity, i asked GOOGLE for help and find some facts about laughter. Just click here to read more.

I honestly don't know if it really makes my body healtier or not but i feel like there's something inside my body going out everytime I laugh my head off. In this so-hard time, i often feel stressed of school stuff, and all the activity I get in school. I never tried to laugh until this evening, i watched that video and laughed out loud. Haha, it felt so good, and i'm better now.

But as usual, the good things will be good in the right place, in the right time, and in the right quantities. To laugh so often until you have no time left to do other task (over -___-) will not make you feel better. It is okay to have a little laughter between your stressing activity, but laughing the whole day? Oh come on, people will think that you are one of the prisoner at the nearest mental hospital, seriously.

That's all. haha keep laughing!! -Bima

Depressed

I just read one posting in my very great senior's blog, Kak Bimo (seseorang dengan nama yang sama dengan gue, o dan a gak beda jauh lah). The posting sounds so depressed, but all the things that is happening in my life now, is exactly what the posting sounds about. I don't know, but for the first time in this year, i will tell you about my depression.

Gue adalah tipe orang yang lebih suka menyimpan semua perasaan dan kegalauan hati gue sendiri. Bahkan, beberapa saat dulu, beberapa orang sering berfikir bahwa gue adalah seorang anak manja yang gak punya masalah apapun, hidup dengan kehidupan yang sempurna dan penuh kesenangan. Ya ini adalah salah satu akibat dari sifat penutup gue. Buat gue, untuk apa membagikan masalah kita ke orang lain selama kita bisa memberikan senyuman untuk orang lain. But now as all the things around me is changed, pikiran gue pun berubah.

So what's the matter? Penyebab yang sama yang membuat senior gue yang hebat itu gundah, masalah akademik.

Di semester pertama, Allah sepertinya telah terlalu membuai gue. Nilai-nilai gue bagus di awal tahun, remed sedikit. Buaian yang sebenarnya diimpikan oleh banyak orang. Tapi buaian seperti itu bukanlah hal yang seharusnya diberikan kepada gue dengan mental yang lebih lembek dari tanah liat yang sedang dibentuk, karena justru buaian seperti itu yang justru membuat gue terlelap terlalu lama dalam buaian.

Gue terbuai, dan keterbuaian gue itu membuat keadaan gue jadi sangat menyedihkan, nilai yang pas-pasan di tengah orang-orang yang justru nilainya menaik. You know it feels like I fell from the highest place in the world when I saw my score for sociology is the lowest in the class. I used to have a smile in my face when I looked at my exam result. And it's so sweet to be remembered, and also very sad when i remember that i do not feel grateful of those good things i got.

Well satu-satunya hal yang bisa gue ucapkan mengenai ini adalah bahwa roda kehidupan terus berputar, dan gue sedang berada di posisi yang paling dekat dengan tanah. Dan yang gue bisa lakukan untuk menghibur diri gue sendiri saat ini adalah bahwa suatu saat nanti gue akan ada di posisi atas sana, melihat diri gue dan dunia gue tersusun rapi kembali. Dan saat gue ada di posisi itu, gue ingin memastikan diri gue bersyukur, bukannya mengeluh.

Dulu gue sering berfikir, untuk apa membagikan masalah kita ke orang lain selama kita masih bisa memberikan senyuman untuk orang lain. Tapi setelah beberapa waktu, dan beberapa hal yang telah gue alami, gue berani menyimpulkan di setiap kisah depresi ada kisah, dan ekspektasi gue adalah bukan agar kalian bersimpati kepada gue tapi lebih kepada pelajaran yang bisa kalian ambil. do what i didn't do, and do not do the mistake i did.